Posted by: bellebelle | March 3, 2008

阿梅嘅女係边渡?

i didn’t know when did it started. but i knew it was because of granny, everybody in the family talks… loud. hearing aid, you’d understand.

all the time, i do not felt belonged to the family. was it because our love languages weren’t accurately met? i supposed is beyond than that. am i drawing a distant amongst one another? despite how much we look alike, there’s not much consensus.

oh never mind that, i eventually denied the negativity, and went for granny’s 80th birthday celebration. i had my 6-year-old sister, Kor Xin, tuck right in my arms when we traveled.

just like what i did during Chinese New Year. i say a little prayer, took a deep breath in, breathed out. then, without feeling insecure, i offered my warmest hug to my relatives. some were stunned, some were eventually responsive.

here’s one of my favourite cousin sister, Pui Yee.

and baby 信宇,he has got longer eye lashes than i do! each time he fell on the ground, he’d stand up on his own. the cute little fellow runs to me every time he sees me, and hugs tightly onto my thighs. koala, hehe… look how he’d smile for the camera!

迷你寿包,呵呵…

here’s granny and (most of) her children.

according to my calculation throughout the night, she have 2 sons and 8 daughters in total. my mum is number 5 among the girls. i don’t know all their names, even mum couldn’t number her siblings.

here’s a picture of granny and my childhood playmates. my brother Chow Yang on the left, cousins Wai Hong & Pui Yee, to the right.

before granny took this picture with her grandsons and granddaughters, she called very loudly…

“阿梅嘅女係边渡?”

she repeatably called for Mui’s daughter. everybody laughed, thinking she must be blur and started showing her that Kor Xin is actually standing right in front of her. while i stood at the back, quiet and forcing out a gentle smile. “actually, it wasn’t too hard. it’s alright.” i whispered in my heart.

then to my surprise, i realized… she’s calling for me. nobody acknowledged that, but it’s alright, grandma knew, i know, God knows. the feeling of being called and needed, is seriously… warm and fuzzy =)

就在那一刻,也只有外婆和慧敏知道那种温馨的感觉。

我也是,第一次感觉…外婆其实是很疼慧敏的。

还是很大声地喊了一声,“外婆,生日快乐!”

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Responses

  1. Wa… The cake’s colour so red…. where are you daughter of Ah Mui?

  2. the colors of the cake somehow reminds me of Sweeney Todd. XD

    it was my mum’s mum’s birthday, we gathered in Kajang.

    i am now at home, hehe

  3. You can your cousin sister, Pui Yee really look alike lah. :-D

  4. 급변하는시대 뒷처질수는 없읍니다,남이 15가 되면 나는 그이상이되어야합니다
    여러가지 방법이있지요,여기그중 가장쉬운방법,30일이면 효과를 눈으로 확인할수잇읍니다
    물론 힘,올림지수,시간 모든것이틀려지죠
    3cm정도는 큰비용,어려움없이 키울수있읍니다

    ineedyoudoyouneedme.info

    (몬트리올에서)
    charins boures 49
    40년 고민이 한달만에 해결되었읍니다
    여자와의 만남이자신있고,파티후에2차만 기다려집니다
    항상,힘없이 밤생활을 했던내가 창피합니다,이제 자신을 갖고,여자들에게 대쉬합니다
    한달후 1.5가늘더군요,이후 계속조금더 복용예정입니다

    비번 1111

  5. 새시대는 여성상위시대입니다,여성을 만족시키지못하는 남성은 이제 퇴출입니다
    당신의 성능력을 점검해보세요,부족하시면 방법이 있읍니다,한번복용으로 돌아온 청춘입니다
    실패한 밤의행위는 할수록 손해입니다,생약제품으로 부작용없고,치솟는힘,너무나길어진시간,바위같은물건
    놀라는것은 당신뿐이아닙니다,파트너는 까무라칩니다
    (쿠알라룸푸르에서)
    밤이두려웠읍니다,관계만하면 곧바로 사그라지는 물건,시작하면서부터 두려움이었죠

    haengbokhanuri.info

    이제 해결되었읍니다,필요할때만 작용하는 것이 좋습니다,힘,시간,크기,올라가는높이,모두 좋습니다 내여자도 이제는 파라다이스입니다
    paronggi,55

  6. 이제 모든남성들은 남성사이즈에 관심을 두셔야합니다
    적은사이즈로는 파트너를 만족시킬수 없읍니다
    알대로 알아버린 여자들을 큰것만 찾습니다
    15는 되어야합니다,쉬운 방법이 여기잇읍니다

    http://urimannangusonpilyun.info

    (웨스턴에서)

    늦은것이후회됩니다
    이렇게 좋은것을 일찍해결했으면 얼마나 좋았엇을까요
    현재 3센치 증가했읍니다,물론두께도 커졋구요

  7. 현대남성은 갖추어야될것이 많습니다
    무엇보다도 파트너를 만족시킬수있어야죠
    당신의사이즈가 15가 안되시면 아래를 방문해보세요
    사이즈가해결되면 만사가해결됩니다

    http://arumdaunnara.info

    (사용소감)
    3개월만에해결햇읍니다,1개월째부터 효과가 나타낫읍니다
    40대후반인데,지난날이후회됩니다
    이제부터라도 자신있게 살수잇는것이 행복합니다

  8. 충실한인생은 당신의 piinis 확대로부터
    충분치못한 길이는 불편합니다
    모두들다 클수록 좋다는것을 알기때문이지요
    여기한달이내 쉽고 만족스러운 방법이 있읍니다
    bangabda.info

    (웨스턴에서)

    늦은것이후회됩니다
    이렇게 좋은것을 일찍해결했으면 얼마나 좋았엇을까요
    현재 3센치 증가했읍니다,물론두께도 커졋구요

  9. 충실한인생은 당신의 piinis 확대로부터
    충분치못한 길이는 불편합니다
    모두들다 클수록 좋다는것을 알기때문이지요
    여기한달이내 쉽고 만족스러운 방법이 있읍니다

    purunsan.info

    (고객소감)
    30일정도 후부터 커진것을느꼈읍니다.
    저보다도 도좋아한것은 제 파트너입니다.
    아..이런인생 왜이제야 알았을까요.
    2.5센티가 늘었읍니다

  10. 오늘의 현대남성 한없는 경쟁이지요
    남성의물건은 15는 최소입니다
    작은물건으로는 행세를 못하지요
    힘과시간은 저절로해결됩니다

    paradiseonthebed.info

    (고객이메일)
    휴…32년고민이 없어졌읍니다
    46세입니다,두달먹었는데 2정도가 늘었지요
    두달부터 눈에띄게 달라졌읍니다,힘시간길이모두..
    voado kulis 52 northyork


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